Oh My~

Welcome, February~~

surprisingly, sem 2 started with a lot of things, even in the first week.

Surprisingly, discrimination became hella obvious~

Surprisingly, LOTS of money had to be spent.

Surprisingly, people got stressed faster this sem.

Surprisingly, we TESLians were called bangang by a lecturer from a certain dpt.

er~

surprisingly, I became crazier and weirder (is that surprising? haha)

well, life is life.

you gotta live your life, or choose to die :D

either way,

life is life.

Cameron Very High Lands...

Ok...16th of December, me, mama, abah, nash, uki and angah went to Cameron Highlands for a two-days vacation and sightseeing. Goshhh.... adventures and full of fun and joy!! Soo exciting to the point I couldn't even explain it in my blog!!

We went to Kuala Kangsar first to stay at Angah's house for a night. Then angah decided to follow us, bringing Arissa along~~!!^___^

Then the next day, we started the journey to the highlands. We sat like sardines in the car, but it was fun. ^___^

Then we arrived after hours of driving, and dad stopped the aircond and opened the window. Fullamak...segar. Reminded me of my first trip to Cameron Highlands, a school trip. keekekekeke

Then...we kinda looked around and decided to look at the hotel first. Iris Hotel, in Brinchang. Not bad, actually. Then we rested and looks like the BROADBAND LINE IS HELLA FAAASSST!!! coooll!!!

But all of us started to pay attention at each laptops we forgot abt sightseeing. Til dad made a surprising sudden attack, "Nak gerak dah ni, sape nk ikot?" so me and angah rushed. hahaha uki and nash stayed.

So we went to buy some stuff. I reaaallly dunno what to buy for anyone cuz I wanna buy sth that symbolizes CH, but nothing is below RM5. last2...gasaklah..beli je!!!So many things I saw, and mostly strawberry-colored or strawberry-shaped or just strawberries... So..All my money was given away in CH.. huaaaahhahahahaha

we bought kfc and returned to the hotel,, and later in the evening it started raining...freezing...and the water heater isn't functioning. xgune punyer hotel. mmg sah la aku xmandi camni.

and, i guess...just enjoying the view. tomorrow will be another adventure, i guess.

But despite all of these things..all of these joy..this laughter...these smiles...these adventures... I would trade all of these for a call from you.

You and I

No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I'll promise you
That I'll never let you go

Oh~~~Oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Yeah~~~

You, even when I fall, you help me up without shaking one bit
with an unfaltering gaze

And You, during those hard times and until the end, you hold
Both of my hands and stay with me

I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But for today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes, and your smile
I can see all the pain youre trying to hide from me
You and I together. It's just feel alright
I will never leave you and no matter what anybody says, I'll be there to protect you
You and I together, don't ever let go my hands
I'll never say goodbye to you, even when this world ends

Just like all of the others,
I'm sure our love will change a little bit at a time
But please don't be sad
Hopefully I will be someone who you can trust like a close friend
and someone you can lean onto
I promise you that I'm be right here baby

I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But for today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes, and your smile
I can see all the pain youre trying to hide from me
You and I together. It's just feel alright
I will never leave you and no matter what anybody says, I'll be there to protect you
You and I together, don't ever let go my hands
I'll never say goodbye to you, even when this world ends

I close my eyes lightly whenever those lonely nights come to me
I no longer fear when your breath holds me
No one in the world can replace you
You are the only one in I'll be there for you baby

You and I together. It's just feel alright
I will never leave you and no matter what anybody says, I'll be there to protect you
You and I together, don't ever let go my hands
I'll never say goodbye to you, even when this world ends

just you and I
Forever
and ever..

4:17 a.m in the morning

it speaks for itself...

Sayings and quotes that attracted me.

You could be my unintended choice to live my life extended~

I don't know how long can I survive... But I believe,

you will always be happy with the one you love..

So...love people. Accept them. Have fun.

Aku sayang kau. That's all. ^__^

A Day in Mid for the New Moon

yeap. me n uki went to Mid today to watch The Twilight Saga : New Moon. And early in this post here, I'd like to warn you. : WHEN YOU REACH THE LINE COLOURED IN RED, STOP READING. cuz it's full of anger and possible contains swear words.

So the day began with me waking up, all excited to go out cuz mum n dad are not home, and I've been aching to watch New Moon since I read the book. so I woke my brother up, told him to get ready (padahal aku xmandi pun lagi) and played with Arissa. weird baby didn't cry after waking up in the morning?? (she cries a lot only at night. body clock salah ke, dek??)

Then Ajim drove us to KTM, we took some silly pics, listened to the mp3 and then the train came. HOWEVER. Ppl are pushing from all sides till the compartment is hella full. My bro asked me, "Nak naik jugak ke??" Then I told him, "Let's just wait for another train." So we waited for another 30 mins.

2nd Train, yeah we managed 2 get inside but still.... It's Sunday. It's extra packed in there!!! Gosh...me n Uki were sweating!! then THERE ARE SOME INTERESTING PPL.

These two guys, dressed all street-style yg agak poyo with shades (padahal xpanas pun) entered and stood very near to the door, saying :

Guy A : "Wooh!! Macam tin Sardin!!"

Guy B : "Sardin!!"

Guy A : "Sardinee!!"

Me : -____-"??

Dude, I totally understand if u wanna say that the compartment is packed like a tin of sardines...but do you really have to say it so loud as if u wanna tell the whole place about it? Standing on the other side, I can't help but to smile. What if I actually butt in, saying, "Bro, kau masuk dlm train ni..kau pun jadi sardin jugakkk."

Nah. I kept my mouth shut and smiled. Interesting people indeed.

Then arrived at Mid, (me and my bro always counts 5 stations that the train stops by before arriving at Mid. ahaha just for fun)

We went straight to the cinema. I'm tellin ya....HUNGRY.

Queueing for abt 20 mins, the only tickets available are at the sedcond-front row. Gosh.. for Taylor Lautner, I bought them. Uki wasn't happy abt it, but no way I'm letting someone else fill the seats.

So we had 2 wait 2 hours b4 d movie starts. We went to get sth to eat. Nom nom nom... my nasi as so spicyyyy i can't finish it. So I switched rice with uki. eeehehehhehe

We went to MPH 2 read some books. and... I found a book abt paranoids. erm..... then I sat on the stairs to read it then the staff scolded me. hihihihihi

we took some silly pics again. lots of things i like, but expensive. T__T

then realizing that the movie is starting in half an hour, uki wanted to eat some tako and we got lost finding the stall. we managed to buy it nevertheless and ate it 15 minutes before getting into the cinema. hiyaaakk!!

it was totally a fun day!!! i was squeeling in every part Jacob in!!!!Yaaayy!!

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Now that u've seen the red line, LEAVE. It won't bring you any good if u go further. This is just my way of expressing anger. so...I humbly beg you.....click the "Back" arrow above.

When I got home, tired... I exploded... to see the house in such a mess!! Nash was at home, wasting my broadband gb, and did nothing?!!!!!!!! If mom gets home and sees all of the mess, I am the one who is gonna get blamed!!! Me! Me! Not him! Not Uki! Me!!!

I call it, discrimination.

How can an older brother be so selfish. I was so sad and angry I was speechless. Then I started doing all the housechores, heart burning with anger. Uki helped a bit, and making another mess in the process. I got angrier. And megi for dinner. Cleaned and cleaned and cleaned. Tidy up all the mess....and went to my dark room and became a silent stone for a good 10 minutes.

Seriously. Then dad called telling me to run some errands. I don't understand why me. Kak Jim is at home, Angah is at home... why me? I'm not complaining.. Nor am I pushing away his orders... but why me?

There's a lot going on... And I can't write it here..

Serve you right for reading below the red line. I warned. grrrrrrrr

what is that..?

ye...

hari ni, Hari Raya Korban...(banyak yg terkorban dan dikorbankan)

pagi ni, tetamu datang...(akulah penyambut tetamu)

tengah hari ni, aku terbaring kebosanan...(sbb aq mmg xtgk tv)

petang ni, abang aku balik KL smule...(kene keje esok)

malam ini, episod last NurKasih...(aku xtgk pn cter tu)

ye...

aku sedang mengarut ni.

melihat facebook membuat aku sakit hati je mlm ni. entahlah. xtau la kenape ngan aku mlm ni.... bknla sdih psl NurKasih da abes...bknnye marah pasal adik aku habiskan durian yg tggal, bukan merajuk psl abg aku xkasi aku mp3, bkn xpuas ati psl akak aku x bwk balik coklat, dan bukan juga kecik ati sbb xdpt tgk New Moon..

jadi mengapakah?!!!

adakah ini simptom2 kecacatan peringkat awal??

ok..aku btol2 da mengarut.

aku xsaba nk balik kelantan sebenarnya...walaupun xde movies...walaupun xdpt carik padini, walaupun xde mid la sng citer... aku suke hang out kat PCB ngan Pantai Irama. saje nk bakar kulit yg tersedia hangus. suke gi pcb mlm2.

masuk sem 2 je nnt aku nk lepak kt pcb stiap malam sementara menunggu assignment utk loading in. amek kauuu.

dok kat pcb time mlm sgt menenangkan ati. aritu aku ngan sue lepak situ 2 jam kitorg duduk atas batu, 2-2 diam. xbckp pun. hanya duduk. aku selesa cmtu.

ckp psl sue, rindu lak kat die..

arini aku bace blog Farhana (ade kat list tepi tu) and aku sgt suke bace blog die. menenangkan hati.

aku dok la ulang lagu the fray ngan muse ni ha. sdp la. kne carik org yg pndai main gitar tlg nyanyikan. uhuhuhu

memandangkan wawa rasa cam nk mengarut, biarlah wawa list down perasaan yg bercampur baur skang ni...

-xde perasaan.

-xde mood

-rase cm nk kuar

-rase cm nk tdo tp x ngantok

-rase cm nk main saidina

-nak chocolate

-nak chocolate

-bosan

mak...tlongla kasi wawa kuar esoookkkk...!!!

Oh ye. Abah ckp 16 ni gi Cameron Highlands... ad ap je?? time form 4 gi situ mual naik bas time naik bukit... tp best time pagi2... sejukkk gileeee sampai tido 5 org sekatil.. aku xdpt tido satu mlm pasal muke kene siku n badan kene himpit ngan Su and Edd. seriously best. gi taman bunga lagi besssttt!! suke tgk bunga2 kat situ. mkn strawberry kat situ la bessstt!!! maniss!!! and scenery kebun teh... uish...gile lawa...

malang skali time tu yg gi cuma wawa ngan uki je.. abang, nash. kak jim, abg fairuz, kak ngah, kak yus, abg kama ngan arissa xpegiii...uwaaaahhhh

Abg belikan uki mp3... ok...kenyataan jujur : WAWA JELESS!!! ABANG!!! WAWA NAK MP3 JUGAK!!!

Aaaah~~ nak gi Mid jugak esok!!

Tiba2 juga rasa rindu pada burger special yg dijual diluar pagar maktab. Lantak depa la nk habaq burger tu xsdap ke ap.. wawa baham je.

Oh ye... classmate2 ku sangat sombong cuti ni. Tanpa segan silunya wawa menyebut nama mereka : ROHAIZI! FIRDAUS! IZZAT! HANAFI! kenapa korg x reply ym aku?!

Rindunye kat siblings kat maktab... xya risau dorg sehat ke x...konpem sehat nyer. byk mkn.

Baju baru nk pakai sem 2?? baju kurung baru?? xde pon. ngahahaha

MUET nyer result kuar bile arr?

erm...utk menenangkan diri yg xde la nak huru hara ni....nak gi mandi dulu, pastu kuar ke playground budak2 utk bermain buaian....

Rindu la speaking english.. kat umah ni ade BM ngan Jawa je..